Our life is like a boat right now we are rocking all sorts of ways. To bring you up to speed, we are moving into my grandparents home and are having to do some work before we're able to move. We are currently staying with my mom who lives right next door to the house. We had a contractor who we hired to restore the hard wood floors and June 1st the day he was to start, he called and cancelled. So now we're out of a storage building we're forced to still pay for, another u-haul to move our things into the house, and TIME. My sweet husband is having to put down laminate in the meantime so we can move in and he's also getting the yard taken care of so we have less to deal with once we're in.
Our target move in day is hopefully the first week in July. Don't get me wrong I LOVE staying with my mom but we are living out of one room (my old bedroom) and don't have our privacy we are accustomed too.
I'm also having a hard time deciding whether to go back to school or not. I feel like now that we don't have a huge rent payment hanging over our heads each month, I can focus on school 100% like I always wanted too. I have looked into a few foster care programs and adoption programs here. But for some reason adopting isn't appealing to me at the moment like it was a month or so ago. I've made an appointment at the Greenville Hopsital System to meet with their fertility specialists. Its now 5 months since my period has not made an appearance. I would really like to know what's making that happen and then hopefully the infertilty can be dealt with. Sometimes I feel like my emotions are all over the place and really think it has something to do with the menstral cycle not flowing properly.
I really feel like everyone I know is either pregnant or giving birth right now and I'm just left here to wonder will it ever wonder!
Until next time:
“If a tree falls in the forest, can anyone hear it? If an infertile bangs her head against the wall in a bathroom at a baby shower, can anyone hear her?”
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